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OMGGGG
My sister bought me black boots for christmas! Yeeeeees :)

Also, I saw Shelby yesterday!!! I saw her in line with Jay and I was getting creeped out cause some tall girl was staring at me but it was Shelbyyy. Her first boba experience :) I miss her so much :( Move back shelbeh! <3

FML SO MUCH BIOLOGY SHITTTTTT

0_0 omg.

Let's see, today I woke up at three fifteenish, got ready as fast as i could, let gina in, and we left for cottonwood. I bought things at Forever 21, Rave, Wet Seal, and 579. We headed to Wal Mart to buy an MP3 player for my mom. Thennn off to Coronado -_- Finally it was lunch time, at like 9 AM lol. I don't think I bought anything there...except for one thing.

THEN I went home and crashed for three or four hours and when I woke up my dad was unloading a TV! Holy crap man it's really nice haha. We moved a bunch of furniture around and everything looks pretty different. I was so frustrated, we started around FOUR and ended NOW. ITS ALMOST TEN. I was going crazy, my mom was being crazy and it was a mess everywhere and I didn't get my goddamn mthr frickn haircut.

BUT
OVERALL

I guess it was a good day. Can't deny the shopping :)

I knew this would happen when I started to watch dramas again!! Definitely not good for school work lol. I didn't do my homework cuz I would rather watch!

But last night my sister and I stayed up til FOUR IN THE MORNING to finish the series lololol. I can't believe I did that.

BLACK FRIDAY SHOPPING TOMORROW~! HELL YEAAAAAH
<3

Happy Thanksgiving! :)

MONKEY GIRL JUST FOUND OUT JAN DI IS A MAID!!!!

How can I stop watching now? :(
Dammit. Bad choice to wake up from a nap at 10:30!!!!

Aweeee he's is acting so cute though :3 But he was caught hugging her...

SCREW IT ON TO NEXT EP!!!

What a day!

First period...eh.
Third period...wrote THE worst essay of my life. LUCKILY after I turned it in she listed some examples and all three of mine were right! Unfortunately I could identify that...and nothing more...
Fifth period... Always love :)
Lunchhh :)
Seventh...was fun. I always love making fun of debbie hahahah :) "...to pee" hahaha. I'm too mean to sam.

After school I had a freakin ortho appt that was supposed to be my last one! But alas, I have another one :( And they decided to schedule a cleaning right then and there so a little Chinese lady, who was pretty nice, came and made me bleed crazily. I have a really sensitive spot and she drilled it for like five minutes >:[ Ouch.

Practice! I always love practice. I don't know what gets into me but I go crazyyyyy hahah. I would never act like that in public XD <3 Camera whoring, and finally I think we got it really down :)

Chili's afterward! I'm surprised my daddy said yesss, but we ended up actually eating around eight thirtyish because Gina had to get her walletttt. Our meal was! : cajun chicken pasta, big mouth bites, cheese fries, and PARADISE PIEEEEE<3 It was really fun and nice, I haven't just hung out with my friends and talked like that for a really long time :)

and then my mood was ruined

And then I talked to my Mommy just now before she went to bed XD And she cheered my up haha. She hugged meeee and told me good luck! :))) she never does that. haha <3

(and btw, she wasn't mad at all. hint hint)

You only find problems when you're looking for them.

A few more days till the performance :) I thought today's practice went well, I'm pumped! :)

THEN THANKSGIVING BREAK!! :3 I hope Malachiiii and Meilinn anddd Daniel and I get to have our Pokemon marathon haha. Seriously, nerdiest conversation ever. UMBRION! Yet, Malachi got that wrong on the test. FAIL.

Cut mah hurrr :)

AND BLACK FRIDAY SHOPPING! Time to get started on the Christmas shopping for sure :) Hopefully this year we can have our little Village Inn christmas again <3 Best day ever <3 Tobasco sauce tracy ;]

<3

*sigh*<3333

I've now brought Tracy over to the dark side. Even if that means I am a lesbian.

UKISS IS HOTTTTTTTTT! <3
Specially that blonde ;]

omg nomnomnom i saw way too many asians today we spent lunch and after school together and did pretty well!!
na na na na na na na na na na na (11 counts)

I can't wait till next week :)
Just got home. Time to do some bio. Like, really really! XD

I loveeeeeee Ukiss XD

SERIOUSLY THOUGH, they wear more make-up than I do!! But their new look is soooo different from their old look o_o

LOL THEY ARE SO YOUNG

:D eheheheheheheh

meeeep, let's move to korea :]

HOLYSHIESTY I HAVE A CRAPLOAD OF HOMEWORK YET I'M PLAYING TETRIS
</3

Today was so freaking fun manggg. I'M SO EXCITED! But I have a headache from laying in the trunk freaking Leslie I hate you @%$%^@#$%@#%^$%&^$&

jk.

na na na na hop hop hop
;]

shiiiit, i'm so tired of your shit! stop flucking telling me what to do i don't need another dad or brother or whatever it is you're trying to be you may be close but you're not yet.

i can take care of myself i know what i need to do and when! you don't know what's going on in my life so don't pretend you do! and also stop pretending i can't hear what you say! flucking stupid don't say shit to my sister. once again, i can take care of myself. so shit! shut the fluck up and leave me alone!
damn.

Today was pretty great.
Tennis practice for two hours and a half straight! I was sucking sooo badly at the end I just had no more energy! First part was pretty bomb though :] I wonder how the team this year is going to look. I REALLY want to beat AHS, CHS, and SHS. Of course number one on my kill list is MANZANO FLUCKING HIGH SCHOOL GOD I HATE THEM SO MUCH with a burning passion! They're going down. Eldo too, and we'll be district champions again :)

MYTHAI!

Shopping with mi madre. Then lunch and shopping with Gina :] <3

Then actually some biology! And nowww, tis time for GLEE XD
<3

whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ohhhhhh caught in a bad romanceee

But not for public eyes haha.
When I feel a really long rant coming I get excited XD Its coming XD

oohhh caught in a bad romance.

anyway, today kinda sucked butt. except fifth period. that ALWAYS puts a smile on my face. Second was actually really fun.. and so was fourth! I had subs all day so we just talked haha :]

and sixth...I was depressed. LOL

rant rant rant >:]

Today was a good day. First off, first period...eh haha
Third period...eh.
Fifth...eh.
Lunch! :] <3 Jay <3 I miss him so much.
Seventh...was not good. haha I guess it wasn't as good as I thought.

Tennis was SO INTENSE. I am so tired and sore I could collapse and crash at any moment.

I am very content though, hit pretty well today :)
<3

Everything is very...relaxed now. I love it.

sooo delicious. I ate it for dinner...twice :) haha.

Today I got a lot of homework done! Every weekend is Betsch weekend and whatever biology I can squeeze in haha. I'm really trying to catch up, it'll take me to winter break :p

Thinking of this time last year makes me really really really sad :( I was just...so happy. I remember hanging out with Hong and Gina all the time and it was just so much fun. When Christmas time came and we had our little early Christmas in Village Inn, no doubt it was one of the happiest moments of my life... it just kinda sucks. I hope we can do that again this year..minus one. It doesn't mean I'm not enjoying this year though...I am kinda... haha. It's kinda freaking me out that it's almost winter break though!! The thought of me being a senior scares the crap out of me. :P

I am feeling a lot happier at least :)
and i know why.
unfortunately.
haha just kidding :p

Tennis tomorrow <3

I slept for SO long last night it's kinda ridiculous lol. Like 13 hours? That's retarded.

I woke up and...played...tetris...damnit SAM!

Then I went to go pick up canned foods and for our poor job of handing out fliers I'd say what we got was pretty good [130 lbs!] and we'll definitely be more prepared for thanksgiving and christmas :] CHRISTMAS WE GET TO CAROLLLLL! Last year was so much fun, I hope we have as much fun :) Then we went to Trader Joes! And looked for a stuffed animal. Anddd...yeah. Then I went home and watched District 9 which I thought was veeeery good but also sad :P

THEN I did biology [WEIRD RIGHT] and then here I am posting this while drinking arizonagreentea and about to do art history and also texting Matt which is hilarious because of the things he says :]

Theee end.

p.s. I WANT TO CUT MY HURRR >:]

won't you meet me halfway.. There at the border line.. Is where.. I'll be waiting.. For you. You. You.

i'm depressed. According to this seventeen magazine quiz. And also because i just know it.

Meilinn's right.
But I can't do anything about it...and I won't even if I want to. I messed it up pretty badly so I'll let it be...unless you do something about it. I hope you get it. :(

I feel great right now.

And I jussssst can't figure it outtt, I'm not over youuu. [over youuu] and i know i'll never get through, i'm not overr youuu. i've been singing that all day!

first period: we had a fake party. juice killed everyone.
third: actually did my work :) whoo.
fifth: i just love english.
seventh: did homework o_o WEIRD. i never do anything in physics hahah.

after school:
sonic with ginaface<3

i'm sssssoooo happy
but i'm bipolar so it's temporary haha :)
now for secret messages! i love these, hopefully i can remember who i'm writing to :p

1. Meeeeehhhh despite everything I've said I miss you a ton. I wonder if you really meant what you said though. Idkkk. It's hard for me to even hang out with you because of them. I don't even know why there is a them. I thought we both hate people like that XD

2. I miss you number twooo. This one is harder because I really can't can't can't do anything because...I'll just be a selfish bitch. But if you do something it's alright right? Ehhh...i don't know.

3. I missssssssss YOU NUMBER THREE! So much :( I know I'm a really really really really really bad friend but I don't know what to do our problem has basically no solutions.

i feel like dancing. i should have my own homecoming. wearing a dress and make up and all XD but it's not fun without my friends :[

okayyy, biology time.

I feel bad for lying to you so much. But I can't tell you the truth because it'd just make you feel worse. But now you just sound like an asshole. I know you're trying to fix things but guilt tripping me isn't making me want to talk to you. I feel bad as it is but adding on these little things is just making everything worse. Maybe you should just stay away from me because honestly you just scare the crap out of me and I don't ever want to be alone with you. I'm sorry I'm just "that girl" or whatever you were trying to say and I'm sorry your friends are also assholes but I just don't want to do this anymore. I always hide from you and it's annoying to have to do that. Stop bothering everyone, and pretty soon this'll become old news just like we want it. You keep asking me what I want but it's right after you told me that what you didn't want was exactly what I wanted. Please...just leave me alone for a little while.